How one woman found hope in the challenges of Multiple Sclerosis

Eight years ago, a doctor diagnosed Mayu with Multiple Sclerosis (MS), a progressive condition that affects the central nervous system. The symptoms include numbness of the limbs, trembling, and vision problems. It was the vision issues that prompted Mayu to see a doctor. "I had difficulty seeing letters in my left eye," she says. An ophthalmologist diagnosed Mayu with optic neuritis, but after she received an MRI in the pursuit of treatment, the test revealed she actually had MS. 

Mayu said steroid pulse therapy helped with the symptoms in her eyes, and, in the beginning, there were no other symptoms, she notes. But as the disease progressed, she began experiencing trembling in her hands, making her fearful for the future. An avid piano player since childhood, Mayu started playing at the age of three and studied music in college. She continued to play after graduation, performing at restaurants, weddings and parties. But now she wondered if she would eventually lose the ability to play.

The challenges of motherhood

At the time of her diagnosis, Mayu was a new mother of a two-month-old baby, and the disease caused challenges. "I was still breastfeeding him, so it was hard for both my son and me." Mayu credits her husband for his love and support, as she navigated life as a new mother while dealing with her diagnosis and symptoms, which led to hospitalization.

Her son, now in third grade, has become an important support system as well. "It's difficult to be as energetic as other mothers," she says, noting that she hasn't discussed everything about MS with him. "He's still in elementary school, and I thought it would be too early to know the details of my illness, so I explain that I get tired easily and have headaches more often than others." But while he may not completely understand the disease, her son helps her tremendously. "He checks with me to see if I am too tired from walking,” Mayu says, adding “when we get on a bus, he gives me a hand up the step." As a mother, she is proud that he is so thoughtful at such a young age and is hopeful that these experiences will teach him "to be kind and understanding of people’s pain, as he gets older."

His maturity is especially remarkable because MS isn't always apparent to other people. "It's hard to see that you are suffering from the disease because the symptoms aren't obvious," Mayu explains. During relapses, which she calls "big waves attacking the body,” she requires a cane or a wheelchair. "People are kind and don't ask me directly but I'm in a wheelchair, even though I used to walk normally, and I think people wonder."

Finding solace in music

Although Mayu's MS has progressed, she is still able to pursue her passion for music, even after a relapse in 2017 that left her with numbness and trembling in her hands. "I was worried I might never play the piano again," she says. With her husband by her side, she found the strength to fight her own fears and doubts. "He told me that if I imagined I couldn't play, then I wouldn't be able to. So, I started practicing." To her doctor's surprise, she discovered that even though her shaking hands made cooking and writing difficult, something changed when she sat down to play the piano.

"When I put my fingers on the keyboard, the trembling stops and I can play."

Now Mayu and her son play the piano together and had a recital at the end of March 2021. "He was very nervous, but he did a great job," she says. As for her, although this was her first recital in some time, her hands stopped shaking and she was able to play.

Dreams for the future

As she looks ahead, Mayu is optimistic and mindful of the things that matter to her the most. "I hope to continue to live my life on my own terms, staying close to my family, the piano and the things I love." Recognizing the challenges those with disabilities face, she dreams of holding a concert that everyone can attend. "It's difficult for people who are sick or disabled to come to a concert hall…it's my dream to hold a barrier-free concert so that such people can enjoy the music without any worries."

You may also be interested in


Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis

Noel's Story - Living With ALS



Living with lupus: Hazura’s story


Multiple Sclerosis

The hidden face of MS


Alzheimer's Disease

One day at a time: Kamaria’s story


Spinal Muscular Atrophy

Marci’s Story, SMA Diagnosis


Multiple Sclerosis

Living with MS: Tracy’s story